Am I Even Real？

Kept the worst theories from new york
On our last day
Spaceship had been oversold, sure
That's that
Felt like we were melting there, not speaking
I guess the only way is done
Don't you wanna leave me now
Stop my staring over head
We were something of a dream, you know
Well, last year was hell
Don't you wanna know me honestly or
I never want to mess up
My familiar hands on your back
It's only me am
I even real am
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It's only me
I can tell you where it all went wrong
The excuses feel out of date
I guess
I'll never really know for sure what's fair
Yeah, there's only one
I could never forget
Yeah, there's only one
Who could move me ahead
It's only me, but am
I even real am
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It's only me
Don't you wanna leave me now
Stop my staring, I look ahead
We were something of a dream
Well, last year was hell
Don't you wanna know me on the sea
I never want to mess up
My familiar hands on your back
I'm real, thank you