Am I Alive?

I keep walking
Through the evening
City lights
Slowly fading
People dancing
All around
Another heartbe
Everybody's living tonight
Something in me doesn't feel right
Beautiful skies is ahead and
I keep asking
Why am
I here
I'm still breathing
I can't believe
I should be happy
I should feel
Somewhere inside heat.
Heat
Blue horizon, music in my veins, bare
Feet walking through the summer rain.
A thousand voices calling my name
But somehow nothing feels the same.
I breathe it in and let it go.
Maybe there's nothing
I need to know.
Maybe tonight
I'll let it go
I don't need to know.
I'm still moving
I'm still breathing
I'm still searching
For some minute
I still smile
Through the night
Trying to feel
I keep falling.
I keep rising.
Life inside me keeps surviving
Alone beneath the disappearing sky.
I still wonder am
I alive
Am I alive
Am I alive
Or am
I just passing by
I keep moving
I can't wait
Maybe someday
I'll know why